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Art, Smeagol &
the Gospel
Message from Ben Gregory on January 4, 2004

"I'm harboring a fugitive--a defector of a kind,
and she lives in my soul, drinks of my wine
And I'd give my last breath to keep us alive."
--Amy Ray
I hope
you’ll forgive me, but I don’t plan to be terribly exegetical today. We’ll look
briefly at a few passages from the Bible, but I don’t have a primary text that
I’ll be working from this morning.
Ever since
Ken mentioned that he’d like to present the gospel at this meeting I’ve been
wondering what that might look and sound like and I’ve struggled. I remember
clearly what it looked and sounded like ten years ago when I was a young youth
minister and people were projects and goals were measurable. But it’s been a
long ten years and lots has changed for me.
An idea
that our little house church has been considering together very recently is that
God is an artist and we are each of us his artwork. Paul told the believers in
Ephesus that “we are God’s workmanship” (2:10) and I’ve heard that the Greek
word that’s translated “workmanship” there is the same word from which we get
our English word “poem.” Our friend Rebecca, who paints, says that the heart of
art is expression--that even if no one ever looks at your painting and gets it,
if you never sell a single piece it doesn’t matter. That there’s something
inherently good in creating.
For years
God was an outline to me. Or worse, an argument I could win. He was
objectively stated propositions and correct thinking and behavior. All of that
seems insufficient to me now. What if the Kingdom of God isn’t an assembly line
after all? What if it’s an artist’s studio where God takes people whom he’s
already made holy and expresses himself through them?
I don’t
know a lot about art, but I do know that no two pieces are the same. And that
my personal taste (or lack thereof) has nothing to do with a given piece of
art’s validity.
I went to
the art museum here in town years ago. Seemed like a good cultural thing to
do. We walked from room to room, floor to floor looking at pictures on the
walls. Some of them were clearly the product of talented people, and whether I
enjoyed looking at them or not I could see that they were art. But then we
began to discover some that didn’t so much appeal to me. Big blue triangles
with lines through them and splotchy things and I don’t remember what else.
That’s when we left. In my mind if I didn’t get it--if it didn’t look like art
to me--then it had no value and we were done there. Only in recent years
am I realizing that I’ve spent a long time evaluating my brothers and sisters
that same way.
But we’re
not the same. The art that God is making of my life doesn’t look like what he’s
doing in Michael Wigle’s life. Or Ken Read’s. Or Holly Berno‘s. Or Chris
Green’s. Or Polly Wilson’s. Or even my own wife’s. I think that’s pretty
cool. Imagine if Coltrane had been required to sound like Charlie Parker.
I would
also guess that art is a bit unpredictable. I don’t know, but I doubt that any
artist (poet, painter, photographer, songwriter) who sets out to create knows
with any certainty what the outcome will be. And while God sees our
reality, we only rarely get glimpses.
This shift
in my approach to God is changing my approach to myself too. And one of the
things that I’m realizing is that for me story communicates the gospel better
than an explanation.
All of
this to say that what I’m about to show you isn’t the gospel. But for me
communicates it better than I ever could. Maybe you’ll see it too.
(show clip. Scene 29. 2
minutes, 30 seconds)
Gollum: We wants it.
We needs it. Must have the precious. They stole it from us. Sneaky little
hobbitses. Wicked. Tricksy. False.
Smeagol: No, not Master
Gollum: Yes,
Precious--false. They’ll cheat you, hurt you, lie.
Smeagol: Master’s my
friend.
Gollum: You don’t have
any friends. Nobody likes you.
Smeagol: Not
listening--I’m not listening.
Gollum: You’re a liar
and a thief.
Smeagol: No.
Gollum: Murderer.
Smeagol: Go away.
Gollum: Go away?
Smeagol: I hate you. I
hate you.
Gollum: Where would you
be without me? Gollum! Gollum! I saved us, it was me. We survived because of
me.
Smeagol: Not anymore.
Gollum: What did you
say?
Smeagol: Master looks
after us now. We don’t need you.
Gollum: What?
Smeagol: Leave now and
never come back.
Gollum: No.
Smeagol: Leave now and
never come back.
Gollum: (Growls)
Smeagol: Leave now and
never come back!
We told
him to go away and away he goes Precious!
Gone gone
gone! Smeagol is free!
There it
is.
“Smeagol
is free.”
The
essence of the Gospel as best as I can tell is that the Master takes my broken
desperate life, makes me into something into new, calls me by another name and
refuses to look back. No longer am I Gollum, twisted and enslaved. Jesus frees
me to be the Smeagol that I was created to be. Paul told the followers of Jesus
in Corinth that “if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone,
the new has come.” (2 Cor 5:17)
That’s
true whether I feel like it or not. Whether in a given moment in time I behave
like it or not. No matter how much the old man wants to be alive. No matter
how many times he tells me, “You’re a liar, and a thief. Murderer,” and no
matter how many times he says, “You don’t have any friends--nobody likes you,“
and no matter how true any of that used to be, that person is dead. Gone, gone,
gone.
Those of
you who have seen the “Lord of the Rings” movies or read the books know that
things don’t end well for Gollum. He becomes overwhelmed by his love for the
Ring and it destroys him. And I have days when I feel like that. When I’m
convinced that my inability or unwillingness to tell that old man to “leave now
and never come back” today is going to blow the whole thing.
But listen
to Paul again, this time writing to believers in Rome. “I am convinced that
neither death nor life, neither angles nor demons, neither the present nor the
future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all
creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ
Jesus our Lord. (Rom 8:38-39) See, he who promised is faithful.
No matter
what you think of yourself, no matter what kind of week you had, no matter how
discouraged you get, no matter how desperate you are for some signs of what we
call growth, he refuses to call you by your old name. That’s not who you are
anymore. Followers of Christ aren’t sinners who happen to have been let off the
hook. You are not “just forgiven.“ You are an entirely new creation. I bang
on a guitar occasionally, but I’m not a “guitar player.” (Just ask Ken) It’s
not who I am. Mark’s a guitar player. I play basketball from time to time, but
I am not a basketball player. And even though I still find myself sinning
sometimes, I am not a sinner anymore. It’s not who I am.
The
gospel, simply, is that Jesus died to make me someone else.
The master
looks after us now. |